Chapter 5: Finding Refuge

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Chapter 5: Finding Refuge

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The Hidden Heiress’ Redemption

By Lea von Löwenstein

Chapter 5: Finding Refuge

Part 1: The Morning Meeting

The smell of frying bacon and freshly brewed coffee greeted Helena as she emerged from the guest room, the warm, savory scents wrapping around her like a gentle tug toward the kitchen. The cabin felt alive in a way it hadn’t the night before, the soft clatter of pans and the low hum of conversation breaking the silence.

Her bare feet sank into the worn floorboards, their creaks and groans beneath her steps a reminder of the unfamiliarity of her surroundings. The weight in her chest returned, twisting uneasily as she approached the living room and caught sight of the kitchen beyond.

Sebastian stood at the stove, his broad shoulders relaxed as he flipped a pancake with practiced ease. The sizzle of batter meeting hot metal mingled with the sharp hiss of brewing coffee. The light filtering through the small kitchen window painted the space in golden hues, softening the rustic edges of the cabin.

“Morning,” Sebastian greeted without turning, his voice warm but low. He set the pancake onto a plate already stacked high. “Hope you’re hungry.”

Helena hesitated in the doorway, her fingers brushing against the wooden frame. “Good morning,” she murmured, her voice hesitant, her unease tempered only slightly by the inviting aroma of breakfast.

Before she could say more, the sharp voice of Sebastian’s mother cut through the room. “Sebastian, who is this… guest?”

Helena turned toward the voice, her stomach tightening as the older woman from last night entered the room. Now dressed in a neatly pressed beige sweater and slacks, her movements were brisk, her expression taut with disapproval. Her sharp eyes swept over Helena, narrowing slightly as though assessing every detail.

Standing beside her was a younger woman—Sebastian’s sister, Helena guessed—her lean frame propped against the counter. Her auburn hair was pulled back into a loose ponytail, and her arms were crossed tightly across her chest. Her expression carried an air of quiet skepticism, her gaze darting between Helena and Sebastian.

“This is Helena,” Sebastian said, his tone even as he carried the plate of pancakes to the table. He didn’t look up as he spoke, as if bracing himself for what was to come. “She’s staying for a while.”

The silence that followed was heavier than the sound of disapproval. It was palpable, like a weight pressing down on the room. Helena shifted under the scrutiny, her shoulders drawing inward as though to shield herself from the unspoken judgment.

Sebastian’s mother was the first to break the silence, her tone clipped. “I see. And where, exactly, did you meet Helena?”

“On the road,” Sebastian replied simply, pouring steaming coffee into a ceramic mug. He slid it toward Helena without looking, a small gesture of reassurance. “She was in a bad situation. I brought her here to help her out.”

His sister’s eyebrows shot up, her skepticism deepening. “A bad situation? That’s vague.” She tilted her head, her sharp gaze locking on Helena. “You don’t look like someone who belongs in a place like this.”

Helena flushed under the comment, her hands tightening around the back of the chair she hadn’t yet dared to sit in. “I didn’t mean to intrude,” she said softly, her voice steady but tinged with embarrassment. “Sebastian was kind enough to help me after… an accident.”

His mother’s lips pressed into a thin line. “Kindness is one thing. Bringing strangers into our home is another.”

“Mom,” Sebastian said, his voice firmer now, the weight of his authority cutting through the tension. “She needed help. That’s the end of it.”

Helena’s eyes darted to Sebastian, her gratitude for his defense battling with the discomfort of being the source of such discord. She finally lowered herself into a chair at the table, the worn wood cool against her fingertips as she traced its grooves absentmindedly.

The plate of pancakes sat before her, golden and perfect, a small pool of butter melting slowly across their surface. The smell was comforting, but her appetite had vanished in the face of the morning’s icy reception.

Sebastian’s sister scoffed lightly, pushing off the counter and pouring herself a cup of coffee. “Well, it’s your house,” she said, her tone dismissive. “Just don’t expect us to play hostess.”

Sebastian shot her a warning glance but said nothing. He turned back to Helena, his expression softening as he leaned against the table. “Eat,” he said gently. “You’ll feel better.”

Helena picked up her fork hesitantly, the metal cool against her fingers. She took a small bite, the sweet, buttery flavor melting on her tongue, but it did little to ease the tension coiled in her stomach.

The older woman sat across from her, her movements deliberate as she sipped her coffee. “What exactly are you running from, Helena?” she asked, her tone sharp but curious.

Helena’s fork froze midair, her breath catching. She glanced at Sebastian, who gave her a subtle nod as if to say answer only what you want to.

“I’m not running,” Helena said quietly, setting the fork down. Her voice carried a weight she hadn’t intended, a note of exhaustion and quiet defiance. “I just… needed a place to catch my breath.”

The older woman studied her for a moment, the tension in the room crackling like static electricity. Then, with a slight tilt of her head, she said, “Well, you’ve found one. Don’t waste it.”

Sebastian’s sister rolled her eyes, but she didn’t say anything else. Instead, she grabbed her coffee and disappeared down the hall, her footsteps fading into the distance.

The silence that followed felt less hostile, though it was far from welcoming. Helena glanced at Sebastian, who offered her a small, reassuring smile as he sat down beside her.

“Don’t mind them,” he said quietly. “They mean well. Most of the time.”

Helena let out a faint, breathy laugh, her grip on the fork relaxing slightly. The pancakes, the fire, the warmth of the cabin—none of it erased the weight of her circumstances, but for now, it was enough to keep her upright.

And that, she realized, was more than she had dared to hope for.

Part 2: Unwelcome Glances

The breakfast table, though modest in size, felt like a stage for unspoken tension. Helena sat at one end, her hands clasped tightly around the warm mug of coffee Sebastian had poured for her. The earthy aroma of roasted beans swirled up, momentarily grounding her in the midst of the charged silence. She avoided making eye contact, her gaze fixed on the gentle steam curling above the dark liquid.

Sebastian sat to her right, his posture relaxed but his expression watchful, his fork moving absently across his plate. Across from them, his mother sat with a stiff spine, her perfectly pressed sweater an extension of her sharp, no-nonsense demeanor. Next to her, Sebastian’s sister lounged against the chair, her arms crossed tightly, a faint smirk playing at her lips.

The fire crackled faintly in the next room, its warmth failing to thaw the icy atmosphere.

“So, Helena,” Sebastian’s mother said at last, breaking the silence. Her voice was calm but carried an unmistakable edge. “What brings you here?”

The question hung in the air, weighted with suspicion. Helena’s chest tightened as she looked up, meeting the woman’s piercing gaze.

“I… had an accident,” Helena began, her voice quiet but steady. “Sebastian helped me.”

The explanation felt thin, inadequate under the weight of their scrutiny. She tried to focus on the mug in her hands, its warmth comforting against her trembling fingers, but she couldn’t shake the feeling of being out of place.

“And you’re staying here indefinitely?” Sebastian’s sister interjected, her tone sharp and biting. She tilted her head, her expression a mixture of curiosity and challenge.

Helena hesitated, her grip tightening on the mug. The judgment in the younger woman’s voice felt like static electricity against her skin, prickling and relentless.

“Just until I figure things out,” Helena murmured, glancing down at her plate. The fork resting beside it suddenly felt impossibly heavy, the simple act of eating a task she couldn’t bring herself to complete.

The silence that followed was thick, punctuated only by the clink of Sebastian’s knife against his plate. He looked up, his gaze darting between his family and Helena, his hazel eyes darkening slightly.

“She’s a guest,” Sebastian said firmly, his voice cutting through the tension like a knife. “That’s all you need to know.”

His mother raised an eyebrow, but she didn’t respond. Instead, she reached for her coffee, her movements deliberate as she sipped it slowly. The faint aroma of chamomile from the tea she had brewed for herself mingled with the coffee’s stronger scent, creating a strange blend that filled the space between them.

Sebastian’s sister rolled her eyes, the smirk returning to her lips. “A guest,” she repeated, her tone dripping with sarcasm. “Of course.”

Helena’s shoulders stiffened, the sister’s pointed remark latching onto her like a burr. She set her coffee mug down carefully, the soft clink of porcelain against wood the only sound she could muster in response. Her fingers lingered on the rim, tracing its smooth surface as though the motion might ground her.

Sebastian’s gaze shifted sharply to his sister. “Lila,” he said, his tone edged with warning.

Lila shrugged, leaning back in her chair with a dismissive air. “What? I’m just curious. It’s not every day we take in strangers.”

“I wasn’t planning to leave her stranded on the side of the road,” Sebastian replied, his voice steady but firm.

Helena risked a glance at him, her chest tightening with a flicker of gratitude. The calm resolve in his voice was a quiet shield, a barrier between her and the unspoken accusations swirling around the table.

“I’m not trying to be a burden,” Helena said suddenly, her voice soft but resolute. She forced herself to meet their eyes, even as her hands clenched tightly in her lap. “I just… needed a place to think. To catch my breath.”

Sebastian’s mother set down her coffee cup with a deliberate motion, the soft sound somehow more cutting than words. “Everyone needs a place to regroup now and then,” she said, her tone polite but cool. “But this isn’t a halfway house.”

The words hung in the air, cutting deeper than Helena expected. She bit the inside of her cheek, the sting grounding her as she fought to keep her composure.

Sebastian leaned forward, his hands resting flat on the table. “She’s here because I invited her,” he said, his voice low but commanding. “If that’s a problem, you can take it up with me later. Not now.”

The silence that followed was heavy, but something in his tone seemed to settle the room. His mother’s lips pressed into a thin line, but she didn’t argue. Lila, however, smirked faintly, her gaze flicking between Helena and Sebastian with a hint of amusement.

“Well,” Lila said after a moment, pushing her chair back and standing. “Welcome to the Hale home. I hope you enjoy our… hospitality.”

Her sarcasm was as thick as the tension lingering in the air. She carried her plate to the sink, the clatter of dishes breaking the quiet as she rinsed it with deliberate nonchalance. Without another word, she disappeared down the hall, her footsteps echoing faintly.

Sebastian’s mother stood as well, gathering her cup and saucer with a practiced precision. “I’ll be in the garden,” she said to no one in particular, her tone dismissive. “Let me know if you need anything.”

Helena murmured a soft thank-you as the older woman left the room, though she wasn’t sure if it was heard.

The kitchen fell quiet once again, the faint crackle of the fire in the next room the only sound. Helena let out a breath she hadn’t realized she’d been holding, her shoulders sinking slightly as the tension began to dissipate.

“Don’t let them get to you,” Sebastian said gently, breaking the silence. He stood and began clearing the table, his movements calm and methodical.

“I’m used to it,” Helena admitted, her voice tinged with weariness. She glanced down at her hands, her fingers still curled tightly around the edge of her plate. “People judging before they even know the whole story.”

Sebastian paused, his gaze softening as he looked at her. “That doesn’t make it right.”

Helena met his eyes, her throat tightening as she searched for a response. The sincerity in his expression caught her off guard, a quiet kindness that felt almost foreign after the sharp edges of the morning.

“Thank you,” she said finally, her voice barely above a whisper.

Sebastian offered her a small, reassuring smile as he carried the dishes to the sink. The clatter of plates and the rush of running water filled the room, a soothing rhythm that helped ease the lingering discomfort in Helena’s chest.

As he worked, Helena sat quietly, letting the warmth of the fire and the faint hum of the morning’s stillness settle over her. For all the tension, all the unwelcome glances and biting words, there was one thing she knew for certain:

For now, she had a place to stay. And for now, that was enough.

Part 3: A Glimpse of Purpose

The afternoon sunlight spilled through the cabin’s wide windows, painting the walls in warm hues of gold. Dust motes floated lazily in the beams of light, their slow, graceful movements a stark contrast to the cluttered chaos of Sebastian’s workbench. Blueprints covered the surface, their edges curling slightly, while half-finished models, scattered tools, and notebooks jostled for space. The faint smell of graphite, wood shavings, and engine oil lingered in the air, mingling with the fresh, earthy scent of the forest drifting in through the open window.

Sebastian stood at the workbench, his attention focused on a small, intricate model that resembled a turbine. His hands, large and weathered, moved with a surprising delicacy as he adjusted the tiny blades with a pair of tweezers. His brows furrowed in concentration, a faint sheen of sweat catching the light on his temple.

Helena lingered near the doorway, unsure if she should interrupt. The scene before her was oddly serene, the quiet hum of Sebastian’s work blending with the distant rustle of leaves outside. Her eyes were drawn to the model, its intricate design sparking a flicker of curiosity she hadn’t felt in weeks.

“What is it?” she asked softly, her voice tentative as she stepped closer.

Sebastian glanced up, startled by the question. For a moment, his features softened, the surprise in his hazel eyes giving way to something lighter—interest, perhaps.

“It’s a prototype for a sustainable energy generator,” he explained, his tone brightening as he turned the model slightly so she could see it better. “Still rough, but it has potential.”

Helena moved closer, her gaze fixed on the turbine. The blades were no larger than her palm, each one carved with precision. Wires snaked around its base, connecting to a tiny circuit board. The combination of engineering and artistry fascinated her, even though she barely understood what she was looking at.

“How does it work?” she asked, her voice laced with genuine curiosity.

Sebastian straightened, his expression shifting into something closer to enthusiasm. “The idea is to harness wind or water energy more efficiently,” he explained, pointing to the blades. “These are designed to catch even small amounts of movement and convert it into usable power. Perfect for off-grid communities.”

Helena nodded slowly, his words sparking a glimmer of understanding. “It sounds… incredible,” she said, her voice quieter now.

The faint sound of a bird chirping outside filled the brief silence that followed. Helena hesitated, her hands fidgeting at her sides. “Can I… help?” she asked, the words escaping her before she could overthink them.

Sebastian paused, studying her with a mixture of curiosity and caution. “You want to help?” he asked, his tone neutral but not dismissive.

She nodded, her cheeks flushing faintly. “I don’t know much about… any of this,” she admitted, gesturing vaguely to the workbench. “But I’d like to learn. If you’re willing to teach me.”

Sebastian’s lips quirked into a faint smile. He set the tweezers down and crossed his arms, leaning back slightly as he considered her. “All right,” he said finally. “Let’s start small.”

He picked up a spool of copper wire and handed it to her, the metal cool and smooth against her palm. “First thing you’ll need to learn is how to wind these properly. If the coil isn’t tight, it won’t generate enough energy.”

Helena nodded, watching closely as he demonstrated, his hands moving with practiced ease. She mimicked his movements, her fingers fumbling slightly as she tried to follow his instructions.

“Here,” Sebastian said, stepping closer. His hands hovered near hers, guiding her gently without taking over. “Not so tight—let the wire move naturally.”

The proximity felt oddly comforting, his quiet patience easing the nervousness that had crept in. She adjusted her grip, the motion becoming smoother as she worked.

“There you go,” Sebastian said, his voice carrying a hint of encouragement. “You’ve got it.”

For the next hour, Helena immersed herself in the work, her focus sharpening as Sebastian introduced her to more components of the prototype. He explained each part with care, his passion for the project evident in the way his voice lifted when he talked about its potential impact.

As she worked, the weight of her worries seemed to lift slightly, replaced by the steady rhythm of the task at hand. The warmth of the sun, the faint hum of the forest outside, and Sebastian’s quiet guidance created a cocoon of peace she hadn’t realized she needed.

When she finished her first coil, Sebastian inspected it closely, nodding in approval. “Not bad,” he said, handing it back to her. “You’re a quick learner.”

Helena felt a small, unfamiliar smile tug at her lips. “Thanks,” she said, her voice lighter than it had been in days.

By the time they paused, the light outside had shifted, the golden hues of late afternoon giving way to the softer, cooler tones of early evening. Helena stretched, her fingers sore but her chest filled with a faint sense of accomplishment.

Sebastian set the prototype aside, wiping his hands on a rag as he glanced at her. “You did good today,” he said simply.

Helena met his gaze, a flicker of gratitude stirring in her chest. “It felt good,” she admitted. “To focus on something… to actually help with something that matters.”

He nodded, a small smile playing at the corners of his mouth. “There’s plenty more to do if you’re interested.”

“I am,” Helena said without hesitation.

As she looked at the workbench, its surface still scattered with tools and blueprints, she felt a spark of something she hadn’t experienced in weeks: purpose. It was faint, fragile, but it was there.

And for the first time, she allowed herself to believe it could grow.

Part 4: Finding Connection

The soft, rhythmic sound of pencil scratching against paper filled the small room, blending with the occasional creak of the cabin’s floorboards. Helena sat at the workbench, the late afternoon light filtering through the window and casting a golden glow over her work. She held the pencil lightly, her hand steady as she traced clean, purposeful lines onto the blueprint before her.

The blueprint was simple, a diagram for a new piece of the turbine Sebastian had shown her earlier. Though the mechanics were unfamiliar, the act of creating something from nothing brought a sense of calm she hadn’t felt in weeks.

Behind her, Sebastian leaned over, his presence close but not intrusive. The faint scent of sawdust and oil clung to him, grounding her further in the moment. His warmth radiated, a quiet reassurance in the space they shared.

“That’s perfect,” he said, his voice low and steady, carrying a quiet confidence that made her shoulders relax.

A small, tentative smile tugged at Helena’s lips as she glanced over her work. “I used to design things… in a different way,” she admitted, her voice tinged with a soft melancholy.

Sebastian tilted his head slightly, his curiosity clear but unobtrusive. “Graphic design, right?”

Helena nodded, setting the pencil down for a moment. Her fingers brushed against the paper, the texture rough and slightly worn beneath her touch. “Logos, websites, marketing materials… things like that,” she said. Her gaze lingered on the blueprint, her voice softening. “I loved it, once. But it’s been a long time since it felt like it mattered.”

Sebastian shifted, pulling up a stool to sit beside her. He leaned his elbows on the table, his hazel eyes focused on her with an intensity that wasn’t intimidating but rather quietly attentive. “Creating always matters,” he said simply, his tone firm but kind.

Helena’s chest tightened at his words, a mix of gratitude and unease stirring within her. “It’s hard to believe that sometimes,” she murmured, her voice barely audible over the faint hum of the forest outside.

Sebastian leaned closer, his hand gesturing to the lines she’d drawn. “You’re good at this,” he said, his tone unwavering. “You have an eye for detail, and you’re precise. Don’t let anyone make you think otherwise.”

The sincerity in his voice caught her off guard. She glanced at him, her throat tightening as her emotions threatened to rise to the surface. The weight of years spent doubting herself, of being made to feel small and insignificant, pressed against her chest.

“Thank you,” she said quietly, her voice trembling slightly as she looked back at the blueprint.

Sebastian nodded, leaning back slightly but keeping his focus on her. “You don’t have to explain everything,” he said after a moment. “But if you ever want to… I’m here.”

Helena took a deep breath, the air in the room thick with the faint scent of sawdust, graphite, and the earthy undertones of the forest beyond the cabin walls. She tapped the pencil against the edge of the table, the motion soothing as she weighed her words.

“I used to think my work was enough,” she began, her voice measured. “That if I worked hard, supported him, and put my dreams on hold, it would all be worth it.”

Sebastian didn’t say anything, but the subtle tightening of his jaw told her he was listening intently.

“It wasn’t,” she continued, her voice breaking slightly. “It was never enough for him. And when he left… I felt like I’d lost everything. Not just him, but the part of myself that used to believe in what I could do.”

Her fingers traced the edge of the paper absently, the texture grounding her as her emotions bubbled to the surface. “But this,” she said, gesturing to the blueprint, “this feels… different. It feels like I’m creating something that matters again.”

Sebastian reached out, his hand brushing lightly against hers for a moment before pulling back. The brief contact was enough to steady her, his warmth lingering as he spoke.

“It does matter,” he said, his voice steady and sure. “And you do, too. Don’t let anyone convince you otherwise.”

Helena met his gaze, the intensity of his words filling the room with a quiet energy that left her both comforted and vulnerable. She nodded, a faint, genuine smile breaking through the uncertainty on her face.

“Thank you,” she said again, the words carrying more weight this time.

Sebastian returned her smile, a softness in his eyes that felt like an unspoken promise. “Let’s finish this together,” he said, nodding toward the blueprint.

Helena picked up the pencil again, her movements more confident now. As they worked side by side, the sun dipped lower in the sky, casting long shadows across the room. The sound of pencils scratching against paper filled the air once more, accompanied by the quiet hum of connection that neither of them dared to name but both could feel.

For the first time in what felt like forever, Helena didn’t feel alone.

Part 5: A Seed of Hope

The evening air was cool, carrying with it the faint, earthy scent of pine and damp soil. Helena sat on the cabin’s porch, her legs curled beneath her on the worn wooden chair. The rough texture of the blanket draped over her shoulders brushed against her cheek as she leaned back, her body still and quiet for the first time in days.

The faint chirping of crickets filled the night, their steady rhythm weaving through the soft rustle of the wind in the trees. Above, the stars began to peek through the darkening sky, scattered pinpricks of light that seemed impossibly far away. Helena’s gaze lingered on the horizon, the vastness of the night both daunting and strangely soothing.

She heard the creak of the screen door behind her, followed by the soft sound of footsteps on the porch. She didn’t need to look to know it was Sebastian.

He appeared at her side, two steaming mugs of tea in hand. The faint aroma of chamomile and mint reached her as he held one out to her. “Here,” he said simply, his voice low and steady.

Helena took the mug, her fingers brushing against his briefly before curling around the warm ceramic. The heat seeped into her hands, chasing away the lingering chill of the evening. “Thank you,” she said softly, her voice barely louder than the crickets.

Sebastian lowered himself into the chair beside her, the wood creaking softly beneath his weight. He stretched his legs out, resting the mug on his knee as he turned his gaze toward the trees. “For what?” he asked after a moment, his tone genuine.

Helena hesitated, her fingers tightening slightly on the mug. She took a slow breath, the crisp night air filling her lungs before she spoke. “For giving me a place to… breathe,” she said, her words carrying the weight of days spent suffocating under her own thoughts.

Sebastian’s chair shifted slightly as he leaned back, his movements unhurried. “Sometimes, all we need is space to figure out what’s next,” he said, his voice quiet but certain.

Helena nodded, her eyes still fixed on the dark expanse of trees beyond the porch. “It’s been a long time since I’ve had that,” she admitted, her voice tinged with something she couldn’t quite name—relief, maybe, or regret.

He didn’t reply immediately, giving her words the space they needed to linger. Instead, he sipped his tea, the faint sound of the liquid shifting in the mug filling the quiet.

Helena brought her own mug to her lips, the earthy flavor of chamomile mingling with the crispness of the night air. The warmth spread through her, a gentle contrast to the cool breeze brushing against her skin.

For a while, they sat in silence, the kind that wasn’t uncomfortable but instead felt like an unspoken agreement to let the night speak for itself. The crickets continued their song, joined by the occasional hoot of an owl in the distance. The stars above grew brighter, their light scattering across the sky like tiny seeds of hope.

Helena finally glanced at Sebastian, her gaze tentative. “Do you ever feel like… everything you thought you were building just falls apart?” she asked, her voice raw but steady.

Sebastian turned his head slightly, meeting her eyes. His expression was calm but thoughtful, as though weighing his response carefully. “Yeah,” he said after a moment. “I think everyone feels that way at some point.”

His honesty surprised her. She expected him to offer a platitude, something neat and packaged, but instead, his words felt real—unvarnished and true.

“What do you do?” she asked, her voice barely above a whisper.

He tilted his head back, looking up at the sky. “You start small,” he said simply. “Focus on one thing you can fix, one thing you can build. And you let the rest come when it’s ready.”

Helena let his words sink in, their simplicity carrying a quiet wisdom. She looked down at her mug, the tea’s warmth still radiating into her hands. “I don’t even know where to start,” she admitted, her voice trembling slightly.

Sebastian leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. “You’ve already started,” he said, his gaze steady and unwavering. “You’re here. You’re trying. That’s more than most people do.”

Helena swallowed hard, his words stirring something deep within her. It wasn’t a flood of clarity or a sudden revelation, but a tiny flicker—a seed of hope taking root.

The night deepened around them, the stars now brilliant against the inky sky. Helena’s breathing slowed, her body relaxing into the chair as she let herself feel the stillness of the moment. The weight on her chest wasn’t gone, but it felt lighter, as though the edges had softened.

For the first time in what felt like forever, she allowed herself to believe that maybe—just maybe—she could rebuild.

As she sipped the last of her tea, she glanced at Sebastian again. “Thank you,” she said, her voice firmer now, more certain.

He didn’t reply with words. Instead, he nodded, his quiet presence speaking volumes.

The breeze rustled through the trees, carrying with it the faint scent of pine and the promise of a new beginning. Helena leaned back in her chair, her eyes drifting once more to the stars.

And for the first time in weeks, she felt something she thought she’d lost forever: hope.

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